MR.H :(

hayy,mesti korang pelik asl letak title MR H.he's my ex act :) my first love,the one i love,the one tht i like :) seriouslyy still ingat 1/10/10 pukul 11:43 mlm,msg2 then kau mintak kapel dgn aku.tau tak,aku rase mcm terkeluar dari mimpi and it's really came true.im freaking happy and i got a big smile,really big smile tht i never had before.i wanna screamed out loud!seriouslyy,idk why until now,i still remembered about you,still miss ur jokes,voice,annoying text.everything about you.and yes,honestly i still love you.first time kau call aku,kite berborak2,ntah mane kau dpt my number phone pun tak tau,then you asked me to hear this song 'inilah cinta which is sang by akim af' after finished tht song,then you said 'ahaha,lagu ni dedicated utk kau' wow!eventho tak sekuat mane aku syg kau mcm dulu,but syg tuh still ade lg.it's really hard to let you go from my deep heart,every time i heard a sweet song or in other way, 'jiwang karat',you're the first person i think about,all about us.for god sake,there's 2 or 3 boys are waiting for me,but i still can't accpt them,because i dont want the same things happened to me.why?why have you always running on my mind.i try to forget about you.but,i cant.how could you do this to me.seriously,why? i miss ur smile :) setiap kali aku pndg kau,heart beat aku tak mcm normal.wow,ohmygod,like seriously,i feel great that i owned you tht time.everywords you said to me i never forget.everytime before i go to bed,i always read ur msg,ur msg was meaningful to me evntho it just a normal text.everytime,i heard a sweet song,ur the only one running on my mind.everytime i smiled,i always remembered you.everytime i came to tuition,ur the first person i looked for,and there you are waiting for me and gimme a smiled :D everytime in my class,my free time,i always wrote or scratch ur name on my table.everytime i eat,i cant stop texting with you.i feel like i can owned you forever.but lepastu?kau curang dgn aku,sampai hati kau buat aku mcm tuh.start from there,rase malas nak kapel evntho i need sumone.seriously,my heart hurts.tired of trying you once,so sick of crying,yeah im smiling now,but inside im dying.yeah,i know guys,im so stupid to trust boys.but now,i must forget about you,A MUST.but i want you to know,i really appreaciated what had you done to me,i really love you,really miss you,you're special to me like a diamond. IM FEELING GREAT THT I OWNED YOU.thnks for everything.i hope you can find a girl tht's better than me :)

xoxo:HAZIQ BADRI ♥♥