him :'(

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hey,sukeaty lah korang nak bace ke tak,ni just ape dalam hati aku :) hee :D
and this post dedicate to .....................

heyy boy.you know what,my heart hurts! like seriously.haihh,kenape kene jadi lg? okay,i know you dah honest dgn i,it's okay,but why you told me tht you still love her,but now you had own me.i tak boleh lah nak force perasaan you nak syg i lebih,i can't! if you lebih happy dgn die,you better lah pergi dgn die.lagipun i kesian tgk die,die pun mcm merayu dkt you kan.i taknak lah korang smpai jadi musuh oneday.yeah, i sedih bile td you ckp 'i still syg die' :) i can accpt it.perasaan org kite tak boleh pakse.yes,i try to love you each second, each day :) and yeah, i think i mmg syg you.betul! but,asal you tak tinggalkan i,and pergi dgn die?
i know she's the best for you kann.i try to be the best for you,but idk how,since you said tht you still love her.my heart was really hurt when you said that. it's okay.haha,i tak boleh nak tunjuk perasaan sedih infront of you.i taknak la mcm ni okay.i think,you have to leave me,seriouslyy,because seem you still love her and cant forget about her.you guys have to be together.yes! you guys have too.i rela kot,i try.evntho for me, it's hurt.haha.heshhh,idk if oneday,you leave me.idk how my life going.but i try to be strong.i thght,this things wont happened,but yeah.it's happen! and and,i already read her belog,and dia sangatlah syg you kan.haha :) like i said,you guys have to be together.ouch,you sgtlah untungkan,tgk lah she still put your photo,etc. haihh,but,em, yeahh. i tak tau nak ckp ape lg. hope you read this post kay.bye,tc boy,ily